So... School starts this 13th of June. Not looking forward to it... But i have to. I feel like ive wasted all summer just by being locked up in this hoise and doing every bloody chore witbout any thanks. Unlike a lot of peopl havin fun with it, well. Idk. Some people tell me to hut up about it. And I have.  If people start to piss of on me on skyp again for doing this i wont really bother getting on anymore.

When school starts its basically martial law for me. My parents will be basically controlling my every move and there's nothing i can do about it. I mean buck sake since i was young i do what thay say,  i obey everythig they ask without question and talking back for a sodding 17 years and now that i am turning 18 and im not the child that they wanted they decided  NOT to give me space to breate at all and control me.  And tell me that that's the reality of life and i should stop fooling around and be responsible AND I AM.

They already took much of my childhood by locking me in th hous and turned me into a bookworm. In fact i still feel like one. Yeah you tell me im should shut up and do something but I CANT alright? What do you think i should do beat the crap out of them and run away? Yeah like... That fixes everything. Hahahah.

..Idk there's really not much point to writing this. Nothing will happen if i complain. I guess i should just shut the f*** up now.